New day tomorrow - less than 200 cals - I PROMISE !!

JK Rowling's Luna Lovegood - she's the closest to a twin of myself i've ever known

 Well it's wednesday, a bad day.

A girl commited suicide.
I'm waiting for an important phone call from my dad tonight about my nanna.
200 cals today. No more now.
I think i'm inspired to write a poem. Maybe in years to come i'll have left all these thoughts behind. Maybe i'll be happier.
No. I want to be thinner when i'm older - when i go to college i want to be the girl who everyone thinks is too thin. I'll make it happen. Love you all on Pro-Ana and rest peacefully lovely_bones5 x - one for your suffering x - one for everynight you slept hungry x - another for every lie you ever told x - and one for you mother and every tear she's shed over your death  (xxxx)

Yay i've finally been accepted to pro - anorexia. I know i can lose the last bit of weight now =) It'll be tough but i have a good feeling i can stay strong and make it through. I don't mind the girls at school knowing i use it because it's none of their buisness anyway but they better not bitch about it or i defoo won't be happy!  This is my choice and i know perfectly well what i'm doing - i'm regaining the control i lost. 

Schools okay at the moment but i'm not really certain who my real friends are atm. Some are okay with me when we're on our own but then in a huge group i just get forgotten about. I saw this gorgous top in miss selfridge the other day but i refuse to buy it until i fit perfectly into it. 

Got to get a bit more serious so i'm going to start writing up on here daily. I daren't start writting in my old diary yet since my mum found it she'll blow her roof. Plus i KNOW she WILL read it so it won't be exactly personal will it? 

Well good luck to me for tommorow anyway - I'm planning to eat nothing but drink 4 bottles of water !!